Eight Ways to Indulge in Self-Love for Better Emotional Health

A recent conversation with my best friend got us talking about how therapy has liberated us from having largely negative, depressing thoughts, and self-love indulgence has done us a great deal of good. Very little has been taught to us about mental health and how to recognize patterns of self-hate and misery, that we all quite often fall prey to. 

It is extremely encouraging that the conversation about mental health and emotional well-being, which was once a taboo, is now finding more takers than before. The concept of self-love is so widely discussed among millennials today on social media, and yet it remains a very unexplained idea in its entirety. The idea of loving yourself has been stressed upon a lot, but a lot of us are still clueless about ways you can show yourself some unconditional love.

The Internet is filled with such articles and yet I consciously chose to write this blog post to share what has personally worked for me. All the gestures and acts of self-love I believe have improved my emotional well-being and put a speed-breaker on my bad mental health days. So here we go:

1. Get rid of the impostor syndrome

For those of you who don't know, the impostor syndrome is a psychological pattern where you constantly doubt your achievements and believe that it is an outcome of pure luck and not your own strength/efforts. There is no arrogance in accepting your strongest attributes and the fact that you have achieved a lot of good things with your hardwork/efforts, irrespective of how small or big they are. They are all equally important. Of course, being humble about them is fine; but do not, even for a teeny tiny second, belittle yourself  or underplay your efforts for whatever you have achieved or endured. 

2. Do the things you love and enjoy 

There is an innate sense of peace and love when you indulge in activities that you really enjoy. Read a book, go out with friends, listen to music, dance to that old embarrassing song, write, sleep for hours, travel--honestly anything that gives you joy or peace.  This can also occasionally mean lying in bed all day, binge-watching that series you have on your list, or even eating your favorite comfort food. The greatest show of self-love is indulging in the very acts that evoke pleasure and fun. Enjoying even one little thing you love to do each day will make you love and validate yourself.

3. Indulge in your hobbies more

Although I've already said that you should do more things you love, I'd say indulge more in your hobbies. If you love photography, writing, dance, singing, traveling, socializing--do it more. Also, let's get rid of this misconception that you must truly excel in every hobby you have. There should be zero guilt/embarrassment if you paint horribly, sing off-rhythm, cook mediocre food, or click bad pictures. As long as you enjoy it, you do you! No judgement.

4. Learn to say NO

I've learnt this the hard way, but when I finally did, it has made all the difference to my mental health. Self-love is also when you learn to say no to toxic people, uncomfortable situations or requests. It is completely alright if you do not want to go out with friends or maybe you do not want to help someone or do anything for them, if it disrupts your mental peace or makes you uncomfortable.
Saying no is a significant way of showing love and respect to yourself. It sets boundaries and let's people know what you are/are not okay with. Say no--guilt-free and without second thoughts.

5. Take physical care of yourself 

It is sometimes easier said than done, but it is really important that we take care of ourselves physically. When you indulge in any self-care activity, it also sends positive signals to your brain that you are being cared for, which can sometimes really put a pause on negative, depressing thoughts. Self-care might mean different things for people with varying degrees of mental health. For instance, it is an act of self-care if a depressed/anxious person takes a shower and eats a meal when hungry or goes to a therapist. For a person with just the occasional negative thoughts but better mental health, self-care might mean wearing new clothes or cleaning their room or shopping for something they like.
Self-care is subjective and speaks a different language for each person. Going to the doctor when you are ill or sleeping when you are tired are also acts of self-love. Take care of your body and your mind will thank you. 

6. Be kind to yourself

It is the best mantra to begin your journey of self-love--Be kind to yourself first, the world can wait. Do no say mean, unkind things to yourself. It is only human for us to question our decisions, our actions, our appearances, or highlighting our flaws, but do not let yourself fall into such regular patterns of self-hate. Each time you find yourself engaging in self-hate, pause for a moment to think whether you would say the same negative things to your best friend or family. If you won't say it to your loved ones, there is no way you should be saying it to yourself.

7. Curate your social media/digital downtime

While you might emulate all the self-love tips within your own personal sphere, sometimes social media might give trigger your anxiety or insecurities when you see posts/stories from other people. Not everyone is able to do this, but consider this also an act of self-love when you customize what goes on your social media. Unfollow/unfriend all the people who evoke negative feelings in you or make you insecure in any way. You can even unfollow your closest friends, if anything they post triggers your mental health; they must understand.
Try and follow people or accounts that inspire you or make you feel positive. It is perfectly alright to decide what comes up on your feed and what shouldn't. Self-care also includes taking a social media detox once in a while to reset and focus on your own self in your own sweet time. Do this and your mind will do a factory reset. 

8. Find an outlet for your emotions

Let me reiterate this--It is alright to do anything that helps you vent out your negative feelings in the right way. Paint, cook, dance, sing, shop, travel--absolutely anything. Sometimes just crying it out or talking to a friend/loved one about it will do. It is perfectly fine to do so. Normalize crying as a active human emotion. It is better to give your negative feelings a constructive outlet instead of bottling it up inside and letting it fester in the long run. 

There are a lot of ways you can indulge in self-love, but these are the ones that have really worked for me and a few people I know. I also indulge in cooking, buying plants for myself, and clicking pretty pictures of everyday things to show care for myself. As long as you don't harm yourself or indulge in unhealthy patterns of negative behavior, I urge everyone to do anything that adds to their emotional well-being. Family, friends, therapy, good opportunities definitely go a long way in ensuring better mental health, but only You caring for yourself with pay off in the long run.

One For The Gram

Three days ago, as I hit the 'Share' button for the 1,000th post on my Instagram, it got me thinking back to my very first few days on the platform. In the summer of 2013, I was inundated with appeals and rebukes from my tech-savvy friends who seemed genuinely appalled that I was still blissfully unaware of the whole world of Instagram.

Baby steps on the 'gram

But then, in my defense, I was a Windows smartphone user back then (don't @ me for this) and Instagram was several leagues out of my reach. One fine day, however, Windows decided to shed its inhibitions and ventured to provide us mere mortals with a Beta version of the platform. It was not everything--it was full of bugs, incomplete features, and the absence of several Android-elite features made it difficult to use--but it was still a beginning. And thus began my tryst with this wonderful digital medium.

More than just a phase

At first, I went on a rampage; sharing pictures all the time, experimenting with frames, edits, layouts, and being constantly on my toes all the time. It was a new playground and the possibilities were endless. At one point, I would be worried if I had nothing to post for a day or two. A friend of mine told me, it is just a phase and I'll be bored of out soon enough. Wanting to believe her, I persisted, often thinking I might need some sort of therapy.

 Although I've overcome the anxiety and understood that it is okay not to post everyday, my love for Instagram has grown by leaps and bounds. Almost six years later, here I am, professing my utter fixation with the medium through a homage piece on my blog (which I also started the same year I began Instagramming).

A frame worth a thousand words

Instagram has seen its fair share of new updates and added features over the years. But when I started out, it was just a medium to share for the love of photography. I'm a 90's kid and the sheer delight we experienced with those hand-held cameras soon outgrew into another era of smartphone cameras and digital gadgets. The freedom Instagram gave you with frames meant you could create your own aesthetic and connect with like-minded artists/people. Over the years, my photography skills have grown and so has my ability to emote relevant captions for the frames I capture. I'd like to believe that my aesthetic has grown better with time and a look at my feed will show its timeline trajectory.

Friends with aesthetics

Perhaps the best thing I've gained on Instagram over the last few years is the insane amounts of love and support from unexpected quarters. Sly stalking (all of us do it, come on!) of friends' accounts lead to friends of friends' accounts and so on, eventually making us all each other's followers.

I've become friends with people I've barely met or was earlier just an acquaintance to them, and they've gone on to become the best online support system for me. Instagram has made us a close-knit community that readily stands for each other in solidarity through many ups and downs. Nothing is more enthusiastic than an online friend waiting to cheer you on your wins and also lend a kind ear during bad days. Irrespective of each other's aesthetics, Instagram has managed to merge people with differences and create a robust system of mutual respect and admiration. 

Normalizing conversation on taboo topics

Social media like Facebook and Instagram have always been there to connect people to world news and issues. However, with the rise of Instagram influencers, social conversations have become more liberated with normalizing discussions on earlier taboo topics. Personally, it has been so liberating for me to witness a progressive community who has made it easier to propagate awareness and thoughts on body positivity, mental health, financial health, LGBTQ+ tribe, and sexual assault. 

Irrespective of personal opinions, it has only encouraged more positive sharing of ideas and respecting difference. It took me exposure to Instagram trends, celebrities, and conversations to realize that there are millions out there who share bad mental health days, body-image issues, and other insecurities. It made me feel slightly better to know that I am not alone and it has boosted my confidence in more ways than one. 

Instagram has grown a special place in my heart and life, and there's more to this love than just the love for photography. I like to think of it as a digital photo journal where I've documented how I've felt and lived, one frame at a time. It has encouraged me to create better content and the zeal continues. For now, let me end this blog while I go ahead and contemplate what to post next. After all, it's all for the 'gram.

I Don't Know What Qualified Me to Give Gyaan on Emotional Intelligence, But Here I Am . . .

A blog post on emotional intelligence? It felt like a great idea from the Instagram polls I held and soundly supremely patronizing from my end, until I finally sat down to write it all. I then realized that the tempting but elaborate attempt on how to improve one's emotional intelligence/quotient (EI/EQ) would also include the arduous task of self retrospection.

So here I am, giving you all my honest take (let's also credit the 300 odd hours I spent trying to perfect the ideal intro to this) on what are the signs of an emotionally sound person and how you, as an individual, can best utilize your emotions for a successful career trajectory and personal growth.

In simple words, a person who is socially intelligent is caring, empathetic, self-aware, optimistic, self-motivated individual with a deeply analytical mind. Sounds impossible? Of course it is! The purpose of this blog isn't to promote ideas of unlikely perfection. Nobody is perfect, and every individual has their own flaws. However, there are a few prominent traits/habits that set apart emotionally intelligent people and kind of overshadow their shortcomings, so you don't see it. Read on to know how you can emulate these qualities:

1. Develop self-awareness

For you to have better cognitive abilities, you must first do a self assessment of you biggest strengths and weaknesses. It is an act of honest acceptance of yourself. By doing this, you can then decide how best to embrace your strengths and work on overcoming your shortcomings. When you are self-aware, it allows you to understand people and situations and react accordingly. Only when you begin to complete accept yourself the way you are is when you embrace the concept of self-love. A higher sense of self-awareness solicits more confidence in yourself and ensures that you don't let any one else's opinion derail your self-esteem.

2. Steer clear of negative self-talk

There is a very fine line between acceptance of one's own shortcomings and then diving into a deep cesspool of self-hate and negativity. Do not allow self-assessment to swing over to that side of the line and propagate negative feelings about yourself. Make peace with the fact that you aren't perfect and you know your flaws and are willing to work on that. For instance, an emotionally intelligent person will accept to themselves that they perhaps are too lazy and will then proceed to have an action plan on how to stop themselves from procrastinating or delaying their work. It is as simple as that.

3. Be fluid to change

A great quality that sets apart emotionally intuitive people from the rest is their ability to be dynamic. Irrespective of whether they are extroverts or introverts, they are open to change and not set in their ways. Sometimes, being stubborn or adamant about certain things in life can cause you unnecessary angst and pain. People with higher EQ understand that and embrace change as the only constant. Adopting an open mindset to positive change will increase your patience and also send many opportunities knocking your way.

4. Empathize a lot

Empathy is the magic word here! Many of us tend to confuse the concept of sympathy with empathy here. The very subtle difference is that while sympathy promotes feelings of care and understanding for other people's suffering/condition, empathy encourages you to put yourself in the other person's shoes and think about a situation from their perspective. Emotionally smart people are not only caring and compassionate, but they tend to react or behave with empathy. When in a group, they tend to interact with each member and try to make them feel as if they belong. If you want to be perceived as a geneuinely sensible person, then understand that you must be a good listeners and empathize within conversations, irrespective of whether you are introverts or extroverts. Empathizing with friends, family, colleagues, and acquaintances will encourage them to be honest with you and builds a healthy atmosphere for open communication.

5. Do away with prejudices 

While dealing with people, emotionally intelligent individuals tend to stay away from prejudices. If you want people to perceive you as a person with high EQ, you must learn to emulate the same in conversations. Do not form ready judgements or jump to conclusions without hearing the other person finish his point of view. For example, you might think a person of certain gender or social class might behave a certain way or have some rigid ideas about them--that is a prejudice and it must not reflect in your interactions with that person. This aspect of emotional intelligence is less to do with learning and more with unlearning. It means that you will have to unlearn years of certain prejudiced ideologies and thoughts you might have learnt or been exposed to from the society, family or friends.

 

5. Deal with conflicts sensibly

Let's face it, not everyone might have the same thoughts and ideas as you. There are a zillion ways a fight or argument can be triggered, just because people don't get along or simply do not share the same opinion on situations. The best way to appear more mature is to deal with it calmly and in a composed manner. Every time you encounter conflict with someone, try listening to their side and explain your point in a structured, unoffensive, and non-aggressive manner. It is essential that here you stay away from prejudices and also employ empathy, which can help you deal with it better. Be subtle and neutral while trying to show the opposite person why his side appears wrong to you and avoid making personal, mean comments. Also, refrain from making drastic decisions in a fit of anger or even extreme happiness. All of this will save you from a whole load of embarrassment later, trust me!

 

6. Say goodbye to toxic people

Toxic people can sometimes be extremely difficult to identify. In certain cases, a few family members or even friends can exhibit toxic behavior, which in turn can affect you emotionally. For your own sanity, you might sometimes have to let go of such obnoxious people and steer clear of them. If that person is unavoidable or is a family member, emotionally intelligent people tend to stay neutral and avoid any sort of conflict with them. They are polite, cordial and yet stay away from any additional socializing with them. Say goodbye to such people mentally and then watch your mental health thank you each day after. Enough said!

 

7. Improve your emotional vocabulary

To better deal with your emotions, it is important that you also expand your emotional vocabulary. Learn to differentiate between various emotions and their layers. Understand the varying meanings and synonyms of anger, happiness, sadness, and others. You'll realize that anger, annoyance, exasperation, irritation, and resentment fall under one negative category, but individually each one means a subtly different thing than the others. By expanding your emotional vocabulary, you'll soon learn to emote better and at any given time, you'll be able to precisely express how you feel. This will remove confusion among varying emotions and you'll learn to communicate effectively without any ambiguity. 

Apart from all the gyaan I gave you all above, let me just say that there are a lot of other traits and habits of emotionally intelligent people. While I realized there is so much for me to learn, it was also an eye-opener on how other people perceive EQ of the individuals they admire and respect. 

Nobody was born emotionally perceptive at once. It sometimes takes people years of learning, exposure to different cultures/people/situations, personal setbacks, or even age to up their EQ. So, if you think you can do a lot better, in terms of emotional intelligence, don't worry! We all have been there and done that, and only time and tide will sail our boats to that side of the shore.

To Everyone Out There—Woman It Up!

This blog post has long been on my mind, but to post it out of the blue on any other day seemed plausible in context. But, as I write this today on International Women's Day, I wonder does it actually always have to be contextual for women to be applauded? 

Why can't we, for instance, commend women for being who they are, and who they want to be. By accepting their ideas, choices, and decisions without letting them conform to societal norms of what is 'approved' for this gender and what isn't.

As women, it is not uncommon for us to judge other women for making choices differently from what we would've done. And this has proliferated more hate and intolerance in the past, than love. Like why should it be anyone's business about what drives another woman to take certain decisions? It is inhuman and absolutely insensitive when we begin to think we are entitled to judge other ladies because we know 'better'. Whether women want to work/not work, wear makeup/no makeup, marry/not marry, have kids/not want to have kids, or even multitask/do a single chore at a time, it is imperative that we respect their decisions and just let them be. 

It is imperative that we digest the idea of feminism not being men-hating. Instead, it talks about propagating girl-love among women and creating a community of humans who stand in solidarity, regardless of gender and stereotypes. 

For decades, we've all been hollering about the 'bro code' of undying respect and camaraderie between men. It is now time for women to jump in on the 'girl tribe' bandwagon and emulate the same ethics of building, supporting, and holding other women's backs. It is true that women blossom under a man's appreciation, but women literally thrive  when other women cheer them on and rally for them. 

To all women, please do not indulge in men-hating or women-hating, or any hating for that matter. Accept it when a friend/colleague/family member/acquaintance chooses to do something of her own accord and support it when she needs that encouragement and validation. If we do not support our own kind and empower them through acceptance and respect, how can we then set the precedent for other men to follow through?

To everyone out there, who believe women have to always be resilient, sacrificing, compliant, and strong—throw that prejudice into the bin. Not only does it create labels for women to adhere to, but it also propagates an unhealthy culture of setting impossibly high benchmarks for women who aren't as empowered as other privileged women. Embrace the fact that maybe some ladies do not have it as easily as you do and that every human has a different threshold for pain and sacrifice. To be a woman is to be human. So, if ever anyone needs to stop being prejudiced or censorious of anyone's decisions, or simply needs a reality check, just tell then to WOMAN IT UP!